Saturday, October 17, 2015

Wait and see all that I will be

We can not change or erase what have happened to us. But I choose to use these
experience's and lessons as opportunities for our transformation.

Remember when you can forgive others and yourself, you will welcome peace in your life.
I know that you keep slipping back into your past, but you are not your past!
You are what you choose. Live in the moment you have now.

Please don't be lost in negative emotions, habits and toxic relationships, that have caused you and keep causing you so much pain. Their choices of not wanting you in my life have huge consequences.
Small minded peoples choices are foundation of their thoughts and beliefs, wanting to be seen, wanted, needed, heard and loved. When their emotions are not being meet they turn into anger, revenge and they will sabotage everything and everybody because they feel unworthiness.

I am asking you to please do not hold a grudge for things that are not my fault. As you mother
I will continue to give you the best love a can in my letters to you.

Your 13th birthday is a really exciting time, it is a time of transition and growth in a young person's life. I am here, right next to you as you read this. No word could ever tell you or show the full extent of what a special daughter you are and what you will always mean too me.

With these special thoughts I bring you a world of love with wishes for the happiness you are so deserving of! Never forget that I love you more than any other person in this world, no matter how far apart we are, you will always be my daughter.

To my beautiful daughter have a very happy birthday.

Love always Mamma  

Monday, August 17, 2015

Never give up on us!

Another summer has passed without you in my life. My sadness is yet there and tears still fall.
But you are still in my heart. Don't let todays troubles bring you down or allow you to question your love for me. Don't let life's little obstacles keep you from trying. I want you to focus on the good times and remember our close love. I believe we can grow from these hard times.
Don't allow your fears to control you. Promise me not to give up for any reason...
Because you cant do something at this moment. Remember...
Rising up is a trait of the strong... Giving up on us is a trait of the weak! 

Love Always Mamma :)

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Happy New Year

To my beautiful daughter....
The new year is here....let's hope it is happy. The start of the last was rather crappy ��
Repeat after me: I am stronger than this challenge....and this challenge is making me
even stronger!
Keep your smile.
Leave your tear.
Hold the laugh and forget your fear because it is a happy new year ��❤️��

Love always mamma

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

First Christmas Without You

Christmas is approaching. Trees and lights are twinkling, stockings are being hung.
The Christmas spirit is all around. There will be sadness, there will be tears when we wake up on 
Christmas Day. Your heart is torn open, your life is empty with few words spoken!

I remember the good times that we once had. My family is all that means everything to me.
I hope one day you will find our love that was robbed from you! A piece of my life is missing 
and gone but there is one thing that I can do: 
I will be strong just for you! My love for you no one can take away!
I still truly love you and that's a fact! 

So sorry that you are not allowed to love me or the rest of your family, sorry that you have to suffer because of other people's misery, so sorry for all the pain you are having.

I hope this will put a smile on your face our new family member Dino ;) he is dying to see you!
He is just an angel full of love.
Wishing you a Merry Christmas 

Love always 

Friday, November 28, 2014

Forbidden Love

I know you are so afraid and full of pain! I know your little heart is full of guilt and shame! 
My heart goes out to you.

I am sorry you have to hear lies after lies. I am not angry at you. I know that you are being forced to lie to survive! I know that you are being told that I don't love you.
No matter what anybody says or does. You will always be in my heart forever and ever. 
Your spot will never be replaced. I will always be here for you. I am not going away no matter what they are telling you to say. I know that you love me and always will!
 Sending you strength filled with true love!

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Lasting reminder

Your birthday should be a day of happiness, a day of sharing feelings and a time for celebrating a very important person YOU!
On this special day a lots of kisses and hugs are being sent your way. My memories of you are like diamonds but much more precious you see.  I want to tell you on your birthday you mean so very much to me. I wish we could still be together instead of so far apart :( 
Whatever happens in the future... You will always have a special place in my heart.
I would like this message to be a lasting reminder of how much I LOVE you.
Happy Birthday my love <3


Thursday, October 16, 2014

Your birthday

Dear Sister!

As kids we shared our dreams, plans and some secrets too ;)  All the memories we shared is what bonds me now to you. We grew to find we have a love that is very strong.
You are my sister not by choice but by nature of our birth.
I could not have chosen a better sister than you.... You are the best on earth!
It breaks my heart that you no longer wish to have a relationship with me :(
Your birthday is coming up and I am sorry that we cant celebrate it together as we have been in the past. I respect your wish and hope that you one day will change your mind to wanting me as your brother again. I will be waiting. I miss you and love you very much! Sending you kisses and hugs and think back on our last birthday party in Sweden that we had so much fun with all the nearest and dearest.  Lots of kisses and hugs

Your brother ��������