Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Happy New Year

To my beautiful daughter....
The new year is here....let's hope it is happy. The start of the last was rather crappy ��
Repeat after me: I am stronger than this challenge....and this challenge is making me
even stronger!
Keep your smile.
Leave your tear.
Hold the laugh and forget your fear because it is a happy new year ��❤️��

Love always mamma


Wednesday, December 24, 2014

First Christmas Without You

Christmas is approaching. Trees and lights are twinkling, stockings are being hung.
The Christmas spirit is all around. There will be sadness, there will be tears when we wake up on 
Christmas Day. Your heart is torn open, your life is empty with few words spoken!

I remember the good times that we once had. My family is all that means everything to me.
I hope one day you will find our love that was robbed from you! A piece of my life is missing 
and gone but there is one thing that I can do: 
I will be strong just for you! My love for you no one can take away!
I still truly love you and that's a fact! 

So sorry that you are not allowed to love me or the rest of your family, sorry that you have to suffer because of other people's misery, so sorry for all the pain you are having.

I hope this will put a smile on your face our new family member Dino ;) he is dying to see you!
He is just an angel full of love.
Wishing you a Merry Christmas 

Love always 

Friday, November 28, 2014

Forbidden Love

I know you are so afraid and full of pain! I know your little heart is full of guilt and shame! 
My heart goes out to you.

I am sorry you have to hear lies after lies. I am not angry at you. I know that you are being forced to lie to survive! I know that you are being told that I don't love you.
No matter what anybody says or does. You will always be in my heart forever and ever. 
Your spot will never be replaced. I will always be here for you. I am not going away no matter what they are telling you to say. I know that you love me and always will!
 Sending you strength filled with true love!



Saturday, October 18, 2014

Lasting reminder

Your birthday should be a day of happiness, a day of sharing feelings and a time for celebrating a very important person YOU!
On this special day a lots of kisses and hugs are being sent your way. My memories of you are like diamonds but much more precious you see.  I want to tell you on your birthday you mean so very much to me. I wish we could still be together instead of so far apart :( 
Whatever happens in the future... You will always have a special place in my heart.
I would like this message to be a lasting reminder of how much I LOVE you.
Happy Birthday my love <3

Mamma

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Your birthday

Dear Sister!

As kids we shared our dreams, plans and some secrets too ;)  All the memories we shared is what bonds me now to you. We grew to find we have a love that is very strong.
You are my sister not by choice but by nature of our birth.
I could not have chosen a better sister than you.... You are the best on earth!
It breaks my heart that you no longer wish to have a relationship with me :(
Your birthday is coming up and I am sorry that we cant celebrate it together as we have been in the past. I respect your wish and hope that you one day will change your mind to wanting me as your brother again. I will be waiting. I miss you and love you very much! Sending you kisses and hugs and think back on our last birthday party in Sweden that we had so much fun with all the nearest and dearest.  Lots of kisses and hugs

Your brother ��������

Thursday, October 9, 2014

My tears

A mothers love begins before a child is born and last through the difficulties, differences, joy, days of sorrow, sharing and changing. At the end what remains is that solid core that began as LOVE before the child is born! There comes a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything but it is not giving up! It is realizing you don't need certain people and the drama that they bring!

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

School starting

This was your first summer break you were not allowed to spend with us because it was taken away from you :( I know it hurt you tremendously and I know the little voice inside you is asking why?
I am so sorry! One day you will get the answers you are looking for.

Another wonderful school year is about to start. You will learn new things and become very smart.
This will be your first day @ your new school :) I am sorry I am not there with you :(

Remember to smile and remember to laugh even though you are suffering with pain.
You will meet new friends and have so much fun. Stick to your values you personally vowed.
With patience and time you will locate your crowed.
Remember to physically and mentally train. It all begins with your beautiful brain!

Good Luck 2 you mamas loppelina

Hugs & Kisses from all of us.