Friday, November 28, 2014

Forbidden Love

I know you are so afraid and full of pain! I know your little heart is full of guilt and shame! 
My heart goes out to you.

I am sorry you have to hear lies after lies. I am not angry at you. I know that you are being forced to lie to survive! I know that you are being told that I don't love you.
No matter what anybody says or does. You will always be in my heart forever and ever. 
Your spot will never be replaced. I will always be here for you. I am not going away no matter what they are telling you to say. I know that you love me and always will!
 Sending you strength filled with true love!

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Lasting reminder

Your birthday should be a day of happiness, a day of sharing feelings and a time for celebrating a very important person YOU!
On this special day a lots of kisses and hugs are being sent your way. My memories of you are like diamonds but much more precious you see.  I want to tell you on your birthday you mean so very much to me. I wish we could still be together instead of so far apart :( 
Whatever happens in the future... You will always have a special place in my heart.
I would like this message to be a lasting reminder of how much I LOVE you.
Happy Birthday my love <3


Thursday, October 16, 2014

Your birthday

Dear Sister!

As kids we shared our dreams, plans and some secrets too ;)  All the memories we shared is what bonds me now to you. We grew to find we have a love that is very strong.
You are my sister not by choice but by nature of our birth.
I could not have chosen a better sister than you.... You are the best on earth!
It breaks my heart that you no longer wish to have a relationship with me :(
Your birthday is coming up and I am sorry that we cant celebrate it together as we have been in the past. I respect your wish and hope that you one day will change your mind to wanting me as your brother again. I will be waiting. I miss you and love you very much! Sending you kisses and hugs and think back on our last birthday party in Sweden that we had so much fun with all the nearest and dearest.  Lots of kisses and hugs

Your brother ��������

Thursday, October 9, 2014

My tears

A mothers love begins before a child is born and last through the difficulties, differences, joy, days of sorrow, sharing and changing. At the end what remains is that solid core that began as LOVE before the child is born! There comes a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything but it is not giving up! It is realizing you don't need certain people and the drama that they bring!

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

School starting

This was your first summer break you were not allowed to spend with us because it was taken away from you :( I know it hurt you tremendously and I know the little voice inside you is asking why?
I am so sorry! One day you will get the answers you are looking for.

Another wonderful school year is about to start. You will learn new things and become very smart.
This will be your first day @ your new school :) I am sorry I am not there with you :(

Remember to smile and remember to laugh even though you are suffering with pain.
You will meet new friends and have so much fun. Stick to your values you personally vowed.
With patience and time you will locate your crowed.
Remember to physically and mentally train. It all begins with your beautiful brain!

Good Luck 2 you mamas loppelina

Hugs & Kisses from all of us.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

My thoughts

I am sending you 3 little hearts to remind you 3 things: 
I am here for you
I care for you
I miss you

My thoughts are free to go anywhere but it is surprising how often they head your direction ;)

Love 2 You

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Kidnapped mind

I will always welcome you back in my life with no questions. 
I always enjoyed your company and your take on things. 
You are my daughter and you are a part of me. 
I am just going to ask you to not throw that away please be open minded. 
The reality is I am your mother and I want to be involved in your life. 
Please hear me when I say: I am not going anywhere! 
Please see through the nonsense and the lies.
I am so sorry for all the suffering you have to go through.
I know you still love me and want to see me, but I understand that you are painted 
into a corner and is doing what you think you have to do in order to survive and 
experience that is as painful for you as it is for me. 
Whatever else changes REAL love does not.

I promise you I will see you soon

Love always din mamma